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Well lets see I met Ken, my now husband when I was 17 in the summer break between the end of my junior year and senior year of high school. Within 4 months together I had moved out of America and to Egypt, sicne he is Egyptian. 6 Months later we were pregnant. I was about 110 pounds when I became pregnant and then gained all the way up to 212 pounds, 96 kilos.I lost almost all of it within this time and I just need to lose 19 more ont he ABC Diet.

I have had ana since I was very young. I was that little kid that everyone thought was 5 and was really 10. I only ate on Saturdays and Sundays. I don't know why it had nothing to do with my weight at all. I called them my eat days. The rest of the week I would only eat cereal for dinner and nothing but juice else. By 7th grade I became chubby, about 140 pounds and 5 foot 3. I started ana and then 3 years later became heavy into mia. All of a sudden I was the most popular girl in school and everyone wanted to date me or just to sit with me. I knew it wasnt because of my personality but because of my looks. I tried out for 3 modeling auditions and I got accepted to all of them but later canceled it due to meeting my husband.

Now I want to have that same feeling I had back then. Powerful, beautiful and mysterious. I am not the kind of person who talks so much. My neighbors hear always try to talk to me and Im just not a talking person. I prefer to keep to myself. I am not depressed in any way but just like to be left alone. I always get that I look so sweet and polite. I am polite and sweet but here and there people test my nerves and I snap. One guy called me moza which means beautiful queen here and I freaked. I screamed at him in arabic what are you crazy dont talk to me like that Im not your wife nor will I ever be you stupid son of a bitch. I believe things like that should never be said to married women with chicldren. I see it as disrespectful and callous.

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